Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Decided to blog today...Much has seem to happen these holidays as always...anw tiring it seems like packing my cupboards and tables it took about 3 full hours for me to finish packing to await new book that are going to cover my whole table top once again in about maybe 2 weeks time...somehow going to school seems more fun somehow then staying at home playing jx2 online or juz slacking around...after the packing i went to practice on the ensemble pieces and realise that there are so much more for me to learn from those 5 songs that am suppose to play i only sort of completed 2 songs and 3 more left with not much time...looks like i really do have to spend more time on practicing and learning by myself as it seems like everyone goes to guitar club and is busy with their own stuff as always on sats especially... sometimes i juz wish that they juz tell me the notes on the frets i;ll figure it out somehow...
School is reopening soon and gotta get books earlier b4 they do get sold out as usual again and it really is terrible especially having 2 java modules again another year of torture it seems to me again...grr because of that the cause of drop in my gpa...gotta really buck up with my work....study hard...less games...more java and books(java)...wonder will i go nuts because of java lol...
Though it seems like i am not worrying...i always have this thought which still haunts me through poly life again... which group am i going to end up again? it is getting tiring for me juz i wish to adapt to a group that are happy tt's all...though it does not end up with the way for me...sometimes doing the extra mile does not give anything...what does the teacher knw anyway....totally bored of such stuff happening but guess its for the group sake...so all well if everyone is ok im fine with it...
enough of my grumbling somehow kinda gotta prepare to go guitar...hopefully able to play better than the last time i went to the ensemble and stared my way through which kinda wierd....
CnZy
(4:27 PM)