Saturday, May 29, 2010
Well this weekend is suppose to be a long one, wednesday night book out, Thursday off and Friday is Vesak day. Wednesday was busy with housework as usual and Friday which is today watched some movies went out at night for about 2 hours for L4D then went home on the last bus of 133. Current time check is 1.17 Am in the morning I am still not in bed.
Lately I have been thinking of stuff like what is going to be life in the future. Well these is like about a year to university life which I seriously look forward to rather aimlessly leading the life that I am leading now. Well its good that I do not have much to do now but it just feels so empty well no sense of achievement of doing anything. Well I seriously hope time flies.
Apparently I feel like doing a lot of things nowadays but most of the time there just a lot of time constraints. Yes indeed I managed to get my driving license during the course of the two years but it is such a common thing nowadays so it does make me feel that I have a sense of achievement or whatsoever.
Well, I guess I have to start writing down my thoughts of what I do want to achieve during the remaining 1 year as I seriously think that I am somehow rusty in the mind, I need something to first and foremost to kill time and have myself a target that I could reach otherwise when the time comes for university I would seriously be stoning all the way and would be full of regrets like what I am now as I think I could have pushed my self somemore and could have much much more options than I could have currently.
Well enough of my thoughts for today as I think I am starting to be naggy, time to be in bed as I have to be awake early later.
Till then.....
(1:15 AM)