Monday, September 29, 2008
lets see what ive done during the weekend, went to catch mama mia with family, had dinner at boon keng restaurant b4 that...Saturday went for a jog with the usual few,and went out to get some stuff with classmates, havent been sleeping well then.
Sunday, stayed at home, did housework, went to settle chalet stuff, checking out stuff, buying items, calculating stuff also. another day went by just like that...as usual was not feeling myself somehow
Here it is chalet day, took about 20 Min's or lesser to pack everything, think i packed a bit too much but couldn't be bothered to take out the extra clothes...kept just in case need to change more clothes.
Time to leave at about 12.45 or 1...guess i would arrive the first one..didn't sleep as much as i thought i would...here am i stoning in front of the computer as usual
Just some thoughts, when ur life seems to be black and white suddenly how would it be brightened...when living a life in deception and expecting oneself to be happy is really tough really tough, guess getting out of it is hard too...currently i just need a break somewhere quit and peaceful...maybe i would stone somehow somewhere near a beach one of the days after i stopped worked...admiring mother nature and appreciating, hopefully it helps...
Sometimes, life is like that u gain some u lose some, the proportion is never the same....take me as a example sometimes, scoring good grades certainly give oneself a boost of confidence however at the expense that i am unable to enjoy certain stuff which i may have looked forward in my life...oh well since i am kind of solo next semester, does not make much a difference...maybe this is a test of how i am able to take pressure and do well..
Meanwhile those having holidays enjoy!
担心你?还是关心你?两个都是?我也不懂。
(11:26 AM)